So.. one more week! This time next Tuesday I will be rolling into surgery.
The nerves have kicked it... and along with it.. second thoughts... which I know are normal.. and I know I wont back out. I know how bad I need this.. and that its the best thing for me.. but its really really scary!!!
The kids are going to their dads Monday night.. and staying with him for a week. I'm so thankful for the help and I know I will heal easier if I don't have to worry about cleaning and taking care of them.. but I'm going to miss them like crazy!
My mom is coming down Monday night to be with me when I go to the hospital.. which means the world to me!!! To be able to have her and Mikey with me should keep my nerves in check!!! Mike took the week off to take care of me after the surgery too...
I don't know what I did to deserve such an amazing family.. but I'm soo happy I have them!!!!
Optifast has been going very well... 15 days down... 6 more to go. My head hunger is under control.. as is my constipation (for the most part!!!) I'm down 15 pounds... I don't know if that is enough.. but I have done everything I was told to do.. still haven't cheated at all.. not even a nibble... although I have definitely complained about it from time to time lol....
I'm so excited to get this part over with.. and move on to the real journey...
One more week!!!
The nerves have kicked it... and along with it.. second thoughts... which I know are normal.. and I know I wont back out. I know how bad I need this.. and that its the best thing for me.. but its really really scary!!!
The kids are going to their dads Monday night.. and staying with him for a week. I'm so thankful for the help and I know I will heal easier if I don't have to worry about cleaning and taking care of them.. but I'm going to miss them like crazy!
My mom is coming down Monday night to be with me when I go to the hospital.. which means the world to me!!! To be able to have her and Mikey with me should keep my nerves in check!!! Mike took the week off to take care of me after the surgery too...
I don't know what I did to deserve such an amazing family.. but I'm soo happy I have them!!!!
Optifast has been going very well... 15 days down... 6 more to go. My head hunger is under control.. as is my constipation (for the most part!!!) I'm down 15 pounds... I don't know if that is enough.. but I have done everything I was told to do.. still haven't cheated at all.. not even a nibble... although I have definitely complained about it from time to time lol....
I'm so excited to get this part over with.. and move on to the real journey...
One more week!!!
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